This is what I've felt like for the past three days...just add a vice.
On Monday, after a very scary episode which ended up with me at the hospital getting an MRI on my brain, I was diagnosed with ocular migraines. For someone who's only had a total of about 5 migraines in my life, this was a shock to me, but also a relief considering what it could have been.
That period of 24 hours when I didn't know what was wrong was a very scary time. Lots of things went through my head. The most pressing thing was, "What have I done?" as in what's my legacy? Sure, I've got a bucket list, but what's been crossed off? Not enough! There's so much more that I need to do. So, when this funk moves on, look out! Let the adventures begin, and bucket list beware!
Until then, please bear with me as I climb my way out and back to normalcy...well NewLeafNickie normal anyway.